Archive for October 14th, 2008

deconstructing jessie

So I have to do this mid term paper for class of mine. I’m not usually intimidated by papers, just normal deadline anxiety and fear of failure. Heheh. But seriously, I’m not afraid of doing this paper, as much as I’m afraid of my professor’s response.

I know that it’s really sad to think that a professor that I pay tuition to go to see should invoke the fear of God in me, but he does. Why, you ask?

Because he’s a hater.

Let me give you a definition that might explain a few things . . .

Urban dictionary

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A person who pretends to act happy for your successes than trash talks you behind your back. Someone who most likely dosen’t have shit to work with and has to hate on people who move up in the world. This term could be used to describe anyone who hates on another person for ‘good reasons. They will turn your good qualities around and make it look like something bad because they just arent happy with themselves and can’t achieve anywhere near what you have.
Man, that Vitale is such a hater. He needs to stop drinkin that haterade and move on up in the world.

I know this is a bit of an odd definition, but stay with me anyway

This man is not only unresponsive in class, rude to students, obvious in his English higher ed snobbery, and much more.

Needless to say, the man gives me a bad feeling and I don’t like writing papers for people who make me feel bad by looking at me.  My mom has always said that no one can MAKE you feel bad.

I don’t know if I actually buy that.

But she’s a sweetie for trying.

So why do I actually care about what this professor says?

Probably because he’s a professor and I would like to be one, and i guess he can’t be all bad to have gotten where he is today?  Naw, even I don’t buy that.  If he was all that amazing he would probably be teaching somewhere else.  Sad but true.

On other notes, I’ve had this horrible cold that has made me a complete wreck for like two weeks now.  It’s quite horrible, and luckily is ending, but still, I hate when I feel so sick that I feel useless.  I think feeling useless and bored are two of the worst feelings a person can have.  Perhaps also worthless, oh and suicidal.

Nevermind.

In any case, I better get to that paper, so I can have enough time to worry myself into a huge panic attack about what my professor will think of it.

Oy.


 

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